I misunderstood Emily's question Do you ever tire of femulating? when I answered it on Saturday.
So she wrote back, "My real question was do you ever just yearn to not have these feelings that attract you to femulating? In other words, for me... sometimes after sex, sometimes after a nice time with friends and my wife, sometimes when I've obsessed about femulating, I suddenly get this feeling of 'I wish the desires would go away forever.' Have you ever felt that way?"
Yes, but in a different way than you.
I spend too much time thinking about femulating and thinking about living my life as a woman. I feel it is time wasted and negatively effects my productivity. If I am doing something I don't like doing or if I am doing something, but feeling lazy, thinking about femulating provides a distraction from what I should be doing.
I believe that if I transitioned, I would not think about femulating as much as I do now and that I would be a more productive person as a woman.
So, yes, I am very tired of femulating and should just transition and be done with it.
This purported femulator appears in the music video for
Tom Petty’s You Don’t Know How It Feels in 1994.
Wearing Brahmin (bag).