Wednesday, December 9, 2020


Casa Susanna was basically a bed and breakfast for crossdressers located in the Catskills of New York State during the 1960s.

It was operated by a husband and wife, he, a crossdresser named Susanna and she, a famed wig maker from New York City named Marie. Before Casa Susanna, they ran a similar establishment, the Chevalier D’Eon Resort, which was also in the Catskills.

Chevalier D’Eon Resort was the site of the adventures of Darrell Raynor, as documented in his 1968 book A Year Among the Girls.

Raynor’s book was the first book I ever encountered on the subject of crossdressing. At the time, I was a teenager and it took three trips to the store before I got up the nerve to buy the book. I will never forget the smirk on the face of the saleswoman, who rang up my purchase. I wanted to hide under a rock, but instead I took the book home and read it from cover-to-cover that night.

The book was such an eye-opener for a young femulator like me. Back then, there was next to no information available on the subject unless you frequented the right (wrong) bookstores or received mail wrapped in plain brown paper. So, I was amazed that there were adults dressing up and socializing as women!

Raynor never mentioned the name of the CD B&B he wrote about, nor did he mention exactly where it was located, but he gave a few clues and my guess was that it was located in the Poconos of Pennsylvania. I was very surprised to learn decades later that the CD B&B was just a short trek across the state line smack dab in an area where I worked for a six-week stint way back when.

During my six-week stay in Upstate New York, I visited the local lingerie shop and was fitted for a classic all-in-one by the older woman who ran the shop and knew her business. After the fitting, she was proud of her handiwork and commented that I had a great figure.

I was running a one-person quick-print shop and next door was a dress shop also run by an older woman. After six weeks, we became friendly, but I did not take advantage of our friendship and ask to try on her wares because I was worried that the guy I worked for might find out.

But I digress.

I filed Raynor's CD B&B in the back of mind. It came back to mind in 2005, when the book titled Casa Susanna came to be.

According to Amazon, “...while at a New York flea market, inveterate collectors Michael Hurst and Robert Swope discovered a large body of snapshots: album after aged album of well-preserved images, taken roughly between the mid-50s and mid-60s, depicting a group of cross-dressers united around a place called Casa Susanna, a rather large and charmingly banal Victorian-style house in small-town New Jersey [sic]. The inhabitants, visitors, guests, and hosts used it as a weekend headquarters for a regular girl’s life.' Someone—probably ‘Susanna or the matriarch—nailed a wonder board on a tree proclaiming it ‘Casa Susanna,’ and thus a Queendom was born.

“Through these wonderfully intimate shots—perhaps never intended to see the light of day outside the sanctum of the 'house'—Susanna and her gorgeous friends styled era-specific fashion shows and dress-up Christmas and tea parties. As gloriously primped as these documentary snaps are, it is in the more private and intimate life at Casa Susanna, where the girls sweep the front porch, cook, knit, play Scrabble, relax at the nearby lake and, of course, dress for the occasion, that the stunning insight to a very private club becomes nothing less than brilliant and awe inspiring in its pre-glam, pre-drag-pose ordinariness and nascent preening and posturing in new identities. It is not glamour for the stage but for each other, like other women who dress up to spend time with friends, flaunting their own sense of style. There is an evident pleasure of being here, at Casa Susanna, that is a liberation, a simplification of the conflicts inherent in a double life.”

For more information about Casa Susanna, I invite you to read Zagria's blog post on the topic.

Wearing Ann Taylor
Wearing Ann Taylor

William Belli femulating in the television movie A Beauty & The Beast Christmas
William Belli femulating in the television movie A Beauty & The Beast Christmas
Thank-you Velma for the information about this femulation


  1. In the years BG (before google) I found (on Delphi?) or compiled a short list of crossdressing books but was never very successful at finding any. A Year Among the Girls was on that list.

    I even sent down requests at the Library of Congress and came up dry... they had the books but they weren't in. I suspect some closeted republican senators snuck them out of the stacks.

  2. "I suspect some closeted republican senators snuck them out of the stacks"

    It's always republican's, the ones that protest so loudly!

  3. I lived in the DC area and many years ago decided to look more deeply into my crossdressing. I found titles at The Library of Congress and decided to take a look. Those books were only available to read on site and were in a "special" reading room. I found the room and handed my requests to the librarian. The books were delivered to my table -- along with what was intended to be a withering "snake eyes" look. I read for a couple hours and whenever I looked over the librarian was still giving me "that look". I went back one more time and decided to find my own way after that.

    1. You would not be the first nor the only person to report that same 'chilly' welcome at the Library of Congress.
      An author friend of mine, researching 'his' own personal and private quirks received same.
      So much for 'freedom of press/speech', ect...

    2. Velmas Fantasy.......December 09, 2020

      I purchased a copy of 'Casa Susana' from the 'remainders' catalog
      ER Hamilton booksellers.
      I had my own fantasies of spending the week at such a place.
      I often dwell on that book, as well as other possibilities when I pass the old two story southern style, 6 bedroom, antebellum style plantation house (about a mile down the road), complete with the classic columned front porch, sweeping front staircase in the entrance foyer, as well as a splendid glassed-in sunroom/greenroom which was formerly a B&B, where my wife and I got married 20+ years ago.

      Of course, the retired, somewhat elderly couple could not make their fantasy, post retirement business work as the workload, as well as the geographical placement of the home was not quite on the the regular tourist byways....
      But, what if....
      If I can find it on Zillow....
      Find some Femulating investors....
      Arrange financing.....
      Arrange advertising.....
      Business licence.....

  4. Dear Stana,

    I’m confused! The photo supposedly of William Belli is of a toy doll!


    Sheila from Tampa.

    1. Hi Sheila,

      I assure you that is not a doll, but rather a very live William Belli. You can see William for yourself at about the 4:40 mark in this clip from the film:

      Best Wishes,


  5. Casa Susanna sounds like such an idyll...a place where like-minded women can simply just "be". Sigh...

    Ciao! Elise

    1. Somehow CASA VALENTINA, a broadway show, based on the story of the book was not mentioned..