I started developing female-like breasts during puberty (coincidentally, at about the same time I started crossdressing). When I crossdressed in my teen years, I would wear my mother’s bras (my sister’s were too small for me) and my breasts were ample enough to almost fill out her 38B cross-your-hearts.
I never went to a doctor regarding my girly breasts, so I may or may not have gynecomastia, but having seen photos of guys diagnosed with gynecomastia, I would say that my breasts are in the running.
My girly breasts caused me much consternation when I was young. I was ashamed of my breasts and shunned activities that involved baring them because I feared that people would ridicule me. My fears were justified and I was ridiculed. Some of my tormentors even went so far as to suggest I should wear a bra. One college dorm mate even offered me one of the bras that his girlfriend had left behind in his dorm room. (Thanks, Jim, but her bra was too small.)
My parents never mentioned my breasts, but they did buy me weights and barbells so I could work out and shed my “baby fat.” I did work out and developed some muscles (mainly in my arms), but my breasts did not go away.
As a crossdresser, I learned to appreciate my girly breasts.
Like I wrote above, my breasts are large enough to almost fill out a 38B bra. Also, they are large enough that I can create cleavage very easily when the neckline of the apparel I am wearing calls for it. Imagine how big they would have been if I took hormones! More than once, trans acquaintances asked me if I was taking hormones when they saw me in a revealing top.
When I first started going out en femme, I used breast forms all the time, but now I don’t bother. Not only do I prefer the feel of my real breasts resting in the cups of my bra, but now I am proud that I have girly breasts and am not afraid to show them. Admittedly, my breasts are small for a woman my size, but they are real and they are mine!
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| Wearing Ann Taylor |
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| Jim Bailey femulating on a 1984 episode of television’s Night Court. |
I sort of resemble the gentleman on the left in the first cartoon on Sunday mornings, as plenty of times I wear a floral dress and heels. Thanks to my heredity (my paternal grandmother had enormous breasts and my father had gynocemastia) and being on estrogen for over 13 years, my bra size is 40DD.
ReplyDeleteJohn
Are we sure roomie Jim was telling the truth about the bra?
ReplyDeleteHe was not a friend, but he was an a**hole.
DeleteIt sounds as though your bust is about the same size as mine, and I've been on HRT for over 10 years!
ReplyDeleteBut your head line reminded me of an incident several years ago, I was out with my daughter, we popped into a shop, and the poor young guy behind the counter was transfixed by my boobs (a little help from my silicon friends) and actually asked "are those yours" I had the presence of mind to reply "Yes, and I've got the receipt to prove it"!
LOL
DeleteDear Stana,
ReplyDeleteThis post touched my heart. You do have a great figure,
I envy your endowment.
Jade
Thank you for the kind words, Jade.
DeleteAlso wear 38B. I too grew up with gynecomastia. Like you, I wasnt diagnosed with it, but mine resembled ones that had. I was ashamed with this issue. Worked out like crazy to change it but it never did. Basically had dysphoria about it all my life.
ReplyDeleteWhen my egg cracked and I accepted my feminine self my hate for my breasts went away and I had acceptance. I wear a bra daily and enjoy it.
-Christina